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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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Okay. I wont write abt what happened today just yet. I'll start with yesterday, 26/02/08. Well, finally, I got to see my colleague face again. Yup. 2mr will be his last day working. Sigghhss. Anw, yesterday was all the way hilarious. I cldnt stop laughing when he's ard. Like seriously. Im not kidding. I felt bad for banging his head on the bar counter sehh. haha! There was a faint bump on his forehead. hehs. I apologized through my tummy-aching laughters. Uh-huh. So while working, Reena came up with plans for poolsiders gathering before he starts his NS. Reena is like our planner. In the midst of closing the bar, she asked us to have dinner with her at Far East. Which we did. God, thank you for not letting me hang out with him often as I'll die laughing my soul off. Oh well, enough abt work. Now, I'll start with today. LY,Sam,Sai & I went Haw Par Villa[Hanie cldnt make it since her mom doesnt allow her to go]. It was really scary as there were many statues showing the 10 gates of Hell & human heads were cut off & were placed on the plastic rocks. Sheesh. How disturbing is that? Before going into the tunnel of the 10 gates of Hell[it was dark in there], Sammy gave me a pink-with-no-stalk-fallen-off-the-tree kind of flower to boost my courage. Thanks Sam! Gna keep it for as long as I dont lose it(: & there was an out-of-bound area. I kept looking at it. Curious I guess. haha. ohoh! We needed to pay in order to get into the gates of Hell. 1buck sia. & ppl said it was free. Tskk. Anw, we spent less than 45mins there since the place is quite small, surprisingly. Then we were off to Vivo to meet Hanie there. Went to Topshop & I bought girls boxers(: hehes. Ate at LJS. A customer shouted at the girl at the cashier sehh. Very loud. The customer is an Ah Lian[a vouge one], with her Ah Beng bf[who was bouncing up & down on one foot]. Sheesh. I felt bad for the girl sehh. & I imagined what Izyan went through. I feel you, Izie. I really wished that I was there by your side & was there to stand up for you. Just one question, does the man have tatoos? Cuz the girl & her bf have alot on them. It freaked me out. hehs. Anw, the movie Psst, I love you[hehe(x], starts at 4.15 & at that moment was only ard 2 plus. So we went out to the open air, just chilling in the sun[how ironic is that?]. & we camwhored with one another. hehe. Sai is kind of a good photographer. Kind of la. haha. Then we went back in & hanie& I ate B&J. Tried the Phish Food, Izie! Super nice(: Yupp. Then, headed to the theater. Psst, I love you was really touching. Cried throughout the movie. The guys were bored apparently while Hanie & I were the ones affected. Why is it so hard for me to stay true? Is it because I just dont trust guys after what my dad had done to me & my mom? Am I still hurting deep down without even knowing it? Do I have the mindset that nothing lasts forever, that love is about cheating, & it is really impossible to find the one? Why am I always the villain? Why do I have to hurt someone who loves me everytime? I know one cannot believe that these Hollywoods love stories actually happens in real life. It is all a fairytale. However, one can believe that it is possible to grow old with your soulmate & there is such a thing as soulmate & a clean, honest, healthy relationships. My own eyes witnessed quite a number of very old couples walking hand-in-hand, still in love with each other. Mostly cauncasians. So there is such thing as the one. But only a few 'chosen' ones get to experience that. It is really rare. I will just pray that I'm one of them. & she is clueless.
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