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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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Okay people. This is going to be a long one;
Damn. I have yet to blog about my life since the last time I've posted. Okay, where do I start? Umm...gosh. I dont know. okok. I'll start with the result of the posting. I'm thrown all the way to Nanyang, Marketing. Dam, I dont look like the marketing type but my cousins told me it will lead me to a hell good life in the future. *shruggs* I'll just give it a shot anw. Sigghhsss. My precious ones are all seperated from one another. Izie is appealing for SP. Hanie's going to NP. Haikel ended up in Innova JC [so happy for him(:]. Lionel gonna do his NS soon. *sobs* I'm the furthest one. How sad?)': I WONDER IF I'LL BE FORGOTTEN WHEN NEW PPL EXISTS IN THEIR LIVES... What if everything changes? I HATE CHANGES, I tell you that. New ppl enter will enter & the old ones....GONE? I hope not. I will pray that our friendships will last a lifetime. I hope God is by my side on this. I DO NOT want to lose them. Haikel has started school. & he told me & Hanie all abt his new friends. That got me imagining us telling one another abt our own new friends. & come to think of it, it's really sad. Sighs. Goshh. I'll be alone there. I just hope I dont get lost. okok. Enough with these thoughts of a new life in poly. Now, abt work. Small fonts got on my nerves everytime she's there with her oh-so cute self. Sheesh. She got all the men there on wolf-mode. But it's fading, i think. Alahh, watever la. Not gna be a green-eyed monster over the attention she's getting. These few days at work I've had mood swings. Haha. Having my PMS & one of my colleague has, I think, stopped work. He was planning to 'pangseh' us on these few last 4 days of his work. So yeahh. It isnt the same without him around. There wasnt as much fun & laughter. He made me realized that my heart wasnt into working. & now that he's gone, including my soul isnt into work any longer. Ohh wweell. Im just hoping that he's working on monday. Ohoh! Izie's appealling for NYP! yay! Hope she'll get in(: small fonts is appealling for NYP too. OMG!! Cant wait for 3rd March!! Sandtoesah with my girls! yay!!(: Oh, & also 27th Feb!! Going China with my beloveds LY, Sam, Sai & of cos, Hanie. hehe. Haw Par Villa, here we come! I hope this coming week will be a happy one. Really hope it will be. & she's afraid for what's in store for her. |