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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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& I, myself should let it go.
Sports day at the big field opp pandan resovoir today. Went with Leen & Kris. It was okay, kinda boring. Yupyup. Orion won, Auriga 2nd [lost by 4fcuking points!] & I dont noe which is 3rd. Met Ben Goi [Ben ten!] & he was like teasing me-_-''' Then, met Ben Ong[Ben ten ten!]. He's much hotter with his emo hair & as irritating as ever. haha. Caught that guy's eyes & he started to make his way towards us. Sheeshh. & it hurts to see you.
Blahblah. Then went to the nearest flat which is where shafiq's house is at & lepak there while waiting for Izie to get on the bus. uhhh-hhuhhh. He was there. & it hurts to see you too. It was so different just now. We weren't as close as before. & it breaks my heart. Everything's not the same anymore I had fun spending time with Leen for the whole day(: I love her! My mind is going haywire from doing a fcuking lot of thinking. Ughh. Me & Leen went IMM with Hanie & Kel at 3. Had swensen's as I didnt manage to eat my food completely at Ayer Rajah. Hadnt had the mood. Sighhs. But hey, it was really a blessing going to Swensens. We passed by there & there was a cute guy working. Huhu. He caught my eyes & at the first look, he looks like Shaf. & Irsyad too. Anyway, we went to eat there & he kept walking back and forth checking up on the customers. The place is quite small, mind you. Goshh. I kept looking at him, damn! & he actually caught my eyes, red-handed. She-it. We ordered from him. I couldnt bring myself to look at him but when I did I kept my cool. I didnt catch his name but luckily, Hanie did. Mansur or Mansoor. Old-fashioned name on a cute guy? ahaha. Who cares anw. Yeahh. Had so much laughs with my precious ones. I love them(: Ohh yeah! Hanie became Kel's pretend girlfriend! huahua!!! Funny like cock sakk. Sighhss. We chilled at Swensens for quite long as we talked & laughed. LOUDLY. Sheeshh. hahaha! He ended his shift but he kept hanging out at the counter. Finally, [cuz I was eager to leave before he does] we made our move. [We didnt get the freaking student discount. Damn you Mansur!] We walked out & waited while Kel went to Guardian. I kept looking at the Swensens where he was hanging out, but he already left. ohhhhh well. IMM Swensens has really ALOT of hot malay guys working there. So if you want eat & wash your eyes at the same time, you should really go there(: I hope I get to see him again(x Ohoh! We played the neon game at the balcony of IMM. VERY FUN! & you can exercise from it. We played like small kids sehh. Until a guy took a video of us. hahah! Deprived from childhood seh. Yupyup. We went to the library & us girls had a talk about our emotions about relationships & how we're holding on. I didnt contribute much since I was emo-ing. yeahh. That's our last stop & we called it a day. Library; I was reminded about the times I had with him. The time when he touched my cheek. Had his arms around my shoulders. Hugged me ever so tightly. Looked into my eyes. Teased me & apologized in his sweet own way. All the things that made me fall in love with him without even knowing it. The worst thing is to know that your love is wasted)": Honestly, I cant let go. & Im still holding on to you & you. & she has to get a hold of herself. |