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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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& she was always reminded of the past.
Im POISONED. By the stupid mamaks tosey that my mom bought for me last night. Ughh. Puked early in the morning and of course, shitted 2 times. Fcuk. & Im burning up here!Sighs. So due to this, I didnt go to work. I spent my whole day lying around and sleeping. hahs. & of course, my mind couldnt take a break from thinking. Sheesh. If only I have a gun. I knew he's gonna talk to me one way or another. We're clearing things up. I think. Im always reminded of the past. How we could have spend more time together & not blowing our tops. Are we really not meant to be for the moment? Sometimes I can picture myself with him. Fcuk. I AM NOT GONNA MAKE THE WRONG MOVE AGAIN. Let it go, Sof. There's no longer any reason for you to hold on anymore. Move on. You deserve better friends. & you deserve a better him. Dont you waste your life again. & dont break the same heart anymore, if the story ends up the same way that is. Reena once said, "Best friends are backstabbers." & I guess it's true. A couple of my bestfriends are backstabbers. But somehow, I forgave them. The one that has been my close one for 4 years. He's just the way he is. It hurts but I love him. The other has been my close one for at least 3years..I think..he's the one who make me feel the way that I felt in the previous post. He broke my heart a few times. However, I still choose to forgive him. Now, he's gone too far. Im really dissappointed in him. But then again, I still forgive him. However, there's a twist in this. I wont hold on to him any longer. I am through. & she doesnt know exactly what to do. |