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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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IZYAN
HANISAH
KAK ILLY
SYUHADAH
JOHAN
NABEEL
HERLEEN
KELLY
SHIYUN
JIA
HUI
CHLOE
MR
PERRY LAI
WEI
JU
HAIKEL
SYAFIQAH
KRISTA
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An essay.
Finally I got my laptop back. However, it still freezes on me. & all my frigging files are frigging GONE! FUCK. I am SO gonna buy a new one. I hope. siggghhhss. Anyways.[2nd April] I spent my birthday with a BLAST! Izie & Hanie brought me to Sentosa. We were the Beach Babes(x Woohhoo! Had a cake that my precious ones bought for me. Played frisbee and beach ball. It was SO hot! Goshh. All in all, it was bliss spending my birthday with the people I love(: Thank you girls! You rock my world!! After Sentosa, me & Izie doubled. But first, we sent Hanie to the Mrt. Then, we caught a movie. STEP UP 2!! It was frigging awesome laa! I fell for Mus(: Yupp! 2nd April was a good day. [10th April] First day of orientation in NYP was a real nerve-wrecker. I didnt know I have sweaty palms until then. Gross. The OGLS were an awesome bunch. They really reminded me of us, student councillors. Sighhss. I sat in the Auditorium with my classmates. The first friend I made is Nabilla. The only malay classmate I have. How sadd. Then, there was Shuan, Clarissa and Xiu ling. Xiu ling transfered to TP since she live at Bedok! She's a girly-girl but she's nice(: First day was really a drag. The talks were like making us freshies fall asleep. Sheeshh. We only had our lunch at ard 12? We've been growing our asses on the chairs for at least 2hours. Lunch was not as enlightening either. The food is just....speechlessly disturbing. I cant even cut the skin off the chicken drumstick without cracking my spoon. Sheeshh. After lunch was ice-breaker games in the sports hall. Before that, my classmates were like certain that they werent gonna turn up for the 2nd day of orientation. I was a little peer pressured but I didnt give in. I dont want to give the OGLS a hard time. They planned and tired their best to let us have a good time. Kent and Jason [my OGLS] knew that most of them didnt want to turn up. So they talked to them about feeling weird on the first day of skool and all. & yeahh, majority of my class did attend. [11th April] Second day was way better. There were wet games! Whee(x Early in the morning we needed to shout and cheer. I could but again, peer pressure. The whole SBM were dead since it was only 9, PLUS, it was raining. The best time to remain in bed rather than going for orientation. Sheeshh. We carried on with our games since the rain had stopped. The games were cool. Nothing I have ever seen before. The games did gel us up together. During the wet games, I hit a guy in the croutch with a water bomb. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. I really didnt aim there. Shits. I was panicking the whole time. My class was the attacker while the other class was the player. Then we had to switch roles so they had to attack us. I apologized to the guy & he said it was okay in an unconvincing manner. I was scared out of my wits dammit! But luckily, he didnt aim me. Syukur. My class and my OGLS were getting closer too. I really had fun. The guys in my class are so shy. haha! Us, girls let them feel belonged. We played truth,truth and more truth. I told them about my situation and all. haha. There is a Lionel in my class [ughh!], & surprisingly, he's situation coincides mine. Freaky. After wash up and all, we had a concert. & there was a group of 3 guys performing the 'Your Guardian Angel' song. Fcuk. Why does NYP has to remind me so much of my past?! Sheeshh. When it came to the cheer competiton, my course, MK, WON!! Wooohhoo! We have uphold our title of becoming the best in SBM! BOOYAHH!(x & I got high in the later part of the evening. haha! The whole thing ended at ard 8. I reached home at ard 9.15pm. Fcuk. Hanie kept me company during my journey home. Thanks darl!(: Was totally drained and I crashed into my bed after showering. [12th April] The next day, me & dear doubled with Izie & Ron(: We went Sentosa. Not to the beach but to the other attractions. Took cable-car to Sentosa! It was scary but I distracted myself. huhu(x Then, off to 3D movie thingy. It was cooool! haha! Merlion was next. Couldnt get to the head. Only the mouth since it was raining. & there was a bitch fight in the small theater where they show the history of Singapore. When we & the other tourists got into the elevator, the 2 women who fought were left outside since there wasnt enough space. I laughed my heart out sakk! Funny like hell. It was like a chinese drama or something. haha! After Merlion, we went to Underwater World! I wasnt really looking at the fishes but the kids attracted me. There was one baby who is SUCH A DOLL! I wanted to bring him home. However, the daddy carried him and ran away. Ohh well. Had a photography session with dear. I was like a pro! Jyeahh!(x Towards the end, the guys asked me & Izie to touch the fishes. I was damn scared laa. Gross sehh. I touched a starfish & a shark. Izie was much more braver than me. haha! yeahh. & then, off we went the luge ride. Otw there, we passed a tatoo shop. The tatoos are only temporary. Lasts for 3 weeks. I wanted to get one but Im afraid that my mom will kill me. Sorry Izie. I noe how badly you wanted it): so after much contemplating, we moved on. While waiting for the bus, Izie realized that the pendant I gave her that morning was lost. My heart was broken but I know it's an accident. Im just afraid that it's a sign that Im gonna lose her or something. sighhs. It is true what she said. The pendant doesnt mean anything. Its her. haha! She's so cute. Im kinda superficial when it comes to these kinda things but I wont let it get to me. I still love you, my love!(: Anw, Izie & Ron went for the luge ride while I rested with dear by my side. I didnt have enough rest. I have frigging eye bags for God's sake! Sheeshhh. After the luge, we trained to Vivo & ate at Banquet & then home. Dear & I went to the ticket office at the MRT station when I finally realized that my wallet was missing la! I panicked sak. Goshh! But dear was there to reassured me that I left it at home. Just imagine being me on that very day. Tired and drained, plus the feeling of worriedness when the pendant was lost and the feeling of hopeless-ness when realizing my wallet was lost. Fcuk. That's the worst state anyone can ever be in. Sighhhs. Dear accompanied me home & he waited for me downstairs while I went home to check if I really left my wallet there. & THANK YOU GOD, it was there. Syukur. So, I decided to go Jurong & apply for my tertiary card. & all of that is done now. Thank you dear for a day spent with you(: Thank you Izie & Ron for the wonderful company(: I love you guys to the core! Double again someday k? & she's grateful. |