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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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Everywhere I turn,
Everywhere I turn, I see people having fun and laughters. Why isnt there any in my life at the moment? I saw Su Kheng & he just said hi & continued running as if Im nobody to him. Went back to Mac & sat. Looking around, I spotted Su Kheng again. Then, I saw LY. I kept my eyes on them, hoping they will spot me. But they were too busy chatting with their classmates. I watched them for awhile longer. Finally, I walked over to them. LY was shocked when he saw me. & he quickly stood up and talked to me. How I miss that guy. Su Kheng was being his same old lame self. Cracking stupid jokes. But hey, I do miss him too. We talked & yeahh, I felt a sense of gratefulness that I have them in the same school. However, we dont really bump into one another much. Old jokes were spoken out during that conversation. & just the sight of them, Im all smiles. I got back to my seat with a few of my classmates. Still watching them though. I watched as they gel-in with their classmates. Then, the 2 birthday girls from their class came. & the birthday surprise started. An ugly green-eyed monster I became. I watched LY & Su Kheng. I didnt know I would ever see them with different people. People whom I dont even know. I couldnt take it any longer, I got up & went home. In the train, I watched. Couples everywhere. A significant couple sat across from me. They were so cute. The girl is a lill to the nerdy type, & the guy is to the cool one. They're from Indonesia. Both are from different Secondary Schools. Nonetheless, they look perfect. Eventhough the girl look nerdy, she is a cool one. She owns a freaking small ipod and uber cool headphones. They were so amazed by her ipod since it sticks to the trian's window pane glass. Her boyfriend is the most amazed one. They brought a smile to my face & also a sense of sadness since I havnt seen my significant other for 3 days. Sighs. I realized that the couple dont really care whether other people are looking at them. They were to caught up with their own companions. Unlike some M&M couples. They will tend to stare at other people, with that smirk on their faces or that bitchy-ness in them. Sheeshh. The sight of lesbians kissing at the far end of the train disgust me. What has this world gotten into? The view of the world from my eyes. |