Im sorry, my dearest, Lionel.
I've made the biggest mistake of my life. Hurting my oh-so dearest bestfriend, Lionel. Im so sorry for neglecting you & saying such things to you. Please dont let go of me, cuz Im holding on to you strongly. Both of our lives sucks but please dont make it any worse. You've always been my bestfriend despite whatever had happened to us for the past years. I've never hated you.

Whatever it is, I still love you(: