Dividing your attention.
It is REAL hard to divide my attention amongst my bestfrens & my boyfren. Seriously. I think it's better not to have both on the same outing. I mean, I suck at dividing my attention equally. I got into these kind of situations because, I didnt want to hurt any one of their feelings. It's like after I made plans with my boyfren, my bestfren asked me to meet up. I couldnt say that I dont want to cuz I DO. I mean, it's been a like freaking EONS la since we've met. So I tend to squeeze both into my schedule. Since my bestfren is my first priority [sorry dear], I tend to entertain my bestfren more. & that got my boyfren frustrated. Sighhhs. Im hopeless.

This one is for you Hanie,

Im sorry for making you feel that way. I could sense your hurt & pain when I told you what happened. Dont worry darl. You & your dar will get closer & you'll get more comfortble with him. It takes time. Be patient k?(:

This is for Sufi,

If you ever break her heart, I SWEAR I'LL KILL YOU. Please take good care of her. Please treat her with respect & give her what she wants & needs. Cuz seriously, there is someone better out there if you're not up to standard.