I am dying.
I need to get my ass up & working. Im slacking too much. I can take it anymore. I dont want to repeat any modules anymore. Fcuk, if I fail my POA ICA1, I need to hand in my tutorials. SEVEN of them! Fcuk. I didnt even do or save even 1. This is what you get for slacking & not doing what you're supposed to. I kept advicing the people around me to do well, but look at me! FCUK. I need to do something about myself. I cant go on like this.

IM DYING........inside & out.
Can someone save me, please?)":

& Im missing him. It hurts. I cant even msg him cuz my prepaid is out. Both of us are busy with school & all. I dont want to distract him from Os. So im trying my best to wait patiently till the next time we meet. Trust me, its hard. Its hard cuz we always see each other alot & when we dont get to spend time just for a day, we'll miss each other like hell. Therefore, we're trying to not make it a habit.

Can 3years go by in a flash please?
I dont want to go through these hardship any longer.
I think I give up.