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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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Everything's so.....haywire these days. As the listening ears, I really feel their pain that they're going through. However, I know that they are strong people. I know that they can get through it all. I will always be there for them. I wont complain. I wont avoid. I am more than glad to be the listening ears to those in my life. Dont worry. Everything's sealed. Nothing's gonna ooze out. Family, friends, financial, love, lust, studies, discipline, health, looks...these carries problems in each & every one of them. Problems wont leave us alone until the day we die. God has let us experience all of these obstacles in life as to make us a better person. We tend to give up if all of these is just too much to handle. The only solution is to ask God to lead you to the right direction in life & he will help you through. God's will. I have never moved on in life. I thought you did. Whatever it is, I still love you. I have always saved a large portion of my heart for you. Those passed months, I thought you have forgotten about me for good. It was so hard for me to move on. But I got a grip of myself & I pulled myself together. Im sorry if I didnt really check up on you that much. Im sorry if I've hurt you without me knowing. I just hope things will be normal again. Cuz my life isnt normal without you in it. The moment you poured out your troubled self to me, I feel your pain. You hands in mine, I watched you closely. Sadness in you eyes, I had to be the strong one. Dont worry baby, Im always here. I'll wipe your tears & sorrows away. I will always love you. & you made me stuck on you. & only you. Why does every single time Im MIA, something will happen? Im sorry for not being able to be there each time shits come up. To be honest, I could sense that something's wrong. & you're calling up to me. But I was too tired on Saturday. Im so sorry. I hope you're not mad at me. Please do tell me what happened. I want to be your shoulder to cry on, your listening ear, your pillar of strength. I cant tell you how much I love you, my love. I just hope you're okay now. Hold on, Im coming to your rescue. I didnt know how to comfort you while tears rolled down your cheek. If I could replace myself for your closest friend at that moment, I would. Not that I didnt want to be there for you, I know that you needed your bestfriend more. I tried my best to be the best comforter. But I know I sucked. haha. Im sorry/: I just hope that everything will be back on track for you. I'll try my best to be there for you. Just remember, when God takes one happiness from you, He will replace with another. God is not bad at all. If you remember Him, He will remember you. If you love Him, He will love you more. If you hate Him, He will still love you regardless. && apart from God, I love people in my life too(: |