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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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CHANGES, I HATE YOU.
Read Winifred's blog about 4e7's outing & the memories we shared.How much I miss them....i really cant explain it. No words can describe the love I have for them. They are THE BEST. I guess, when one has a great time in Secondary school, one will not experience a good time in Poly. Maybe. There is a possibilty. Okay, maybe that's bullshit. Arghhh! I dont know. Im a mess right now. & yes, syu's nic is so true, 'Random thoughts kills.' My head is just full of negative thoughts about EVERYTHING. Honestly, I dont feel any happiness in me. Im always dwelling on the same problems. [If you're sick&tired of hearing me saying all these then you can just go. Im sorry that I bore you.] I hate being myself sometimes. I tend to forget the ones who are close to me since I have new important people in my life. I tend to be impulsive & say things which hurts the people around me. FUCK IT. Im losing alot of my loved ones because of these. I just hate being myself. Period. But, I cant feel that way. nonono. Its so wrong. I mean, God has made me like this. I have to be grateful. I have the choice of changing the negative side of me. Im trying. I am. But, maybe its too late since Ive lost most of the people who's important to me. But I have to change as not to lose more. My life is all about losing people that I love. & this is the part when I cry. |