Monday Blues.
Its Monday,
& you're DAMN FCUKING RIGHT its blue!
I managed to get only 4h of sleep, dammit!
& everything's fcuked up right now.

Mom woke up with a bad cough. Am I losing her too?)": She's already 54 & she's not getting younger I must say. I just hope there's nothing wrong with her. I dont want her to go just yet.

Not gonna say anything. Im over it.

I dont feel good. Nothing's going my way.
Fcuked up, sad, irritated & many other words to describe what Im feeling now.
None of them associated with happiness.

God, I need you real bad right now.
I really do)":
I cant stop these tears from flowing, inside & out.

I just need a shoulder to cry on.
I need a listening ear.
I need a hug.

But you, you & you are no where to be found)":