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Please, treasure.
People come & go. Yes, they do. Im scared. Scared of losing any one of you again. This fear keeps adding on, reading from a person who has lost her significant one, her other half. Tears are formed, welled up, rolled down. She has touched alot of lives despite her knowing. My heart goes out to her. Fear, desperate, upset, lost, broken, confused... that's what she's feeling. If I do know her, I will give her a warm hug. No one knows what she's going through, except the ones who has lost their loved ones before.
Im scared. Im really scared)":
Before anything happens to/between us, I just want you to know;
Nur Hanisah Binte Mohamad Zulkifli, eventhough we are not as close as before, my love for you will never end even if you despise me. You have been my other half since we've met in Sec3. You will always be in my heart. Thank you for the memories & the things that you have done for me. You are treasured. Izyan Liyana Binte Mohamad Rashid, I love you & I always will. Our 4-5years of friendship is my pillar of strength. You have kept me standing on my feet throughout the years. Thank you for everything. & let us prove the theory on 'friends come & go' wrong! Let us make this friendship last a lifetime. Mohamad Haikel Bin Shah, you are the bestest guy friend I'll ever have! I love you my one & only irritant. We clearly didnt get along during the first 2 years in school. & I get pissed whenever you never fail to go wherever I go. haha! I am grateful that you stuck by me. Thank you so much for everything. I am proud that you have achieved your dream to go to JC. However, please do study hard. It's for your own good. Take care of yourself. Dont ever forget me k?
Sarah Pyne Pennefather, I dont know if you're reading this but I'll say it anyway, I still love you & care for you. I still remember the times we had together. Do you remember the time when we were so crazy over the 'Pop Princess' song? && we played the song out loud & jumped up&down to it? hahaha! damn funny! I still remember the time when you told me about Ben. Im the first to know. Im honoured(: I miss you terribly, Sarah. I really do)": If there is any possibilities, I want you back into my life.
Ong Chia Yee, I am not sure that you'll be reading this too. However, I'll just say it. Yes, I miss you. You are the best influence one can have. You are always the initiative one. I still have the underwear you gave us, LIARSH. haha! & the spoon, the bookmarks, the CD & many other precious stuffs. Thank you for the little things that you did for me. I remember the times when we stayed back to decorate the class, we had our talks, only you&I, you making jokes. haha! I love you, Ayie. I still do. I want you back. Herleen Binte Tahir, you are still in my heart. We had gone through alot together. You hated me like the rest hated me too. haha. Its because of the hair, Im sure! haha! Bad aura. Leen, I still love you no matter how far we are. These memories we had together will still be in my head. Im sorry for not trusting you enough. I have learnt my lesson. I still remember the heart-aching laughs we shared. Priceless. I miss you, Leen)": Lionel Anthony Misson, you are a pain in the ass but I still love you. You always never fail to insult me & tease me. From Sec3 until now. haha! I miss the times we had together. Studying in the library with Ong&Goi, at the market, you calling me pearl. Idiot. haha! Thanks for the memories. Take care of yourself please? You're gonna go NS in a month time if Im not mistaken. Dont mix around with the bad companies. I'll miss you. Teo Liyun, you are my sitting partner for a few weeks or months? haha! I still remember when I demanded you to focus during lessons while you were playing with your Maple cards. & so I took it & hid it from you. hahaha! & you with your finger tricks which amazes me. hahah! I was damn sad when you had shift place. We started slapping each other. haha! You & your emo face! hahah! I love you, LY. Thanks for being there for me. Samuel Choo, we weren't close before but we grew closer each & everyday. You have grown into a handsome man throughout the years. Remember when you,Sarah,Matt,Wedge,WunYing & I were secretly eating in class? Hiding our food under the table. haha! && I remember you & the other boys around were pinched by Sarah. hahaha! Thank you for your ever so encouraging words. I love you, Sammy(: Matthew Tan Ling Fei, FLY AWAYY! hahaha! I miss you as a sitting partner la! I was always irritated by u & wedge. Always talking non-stop during class. hahah! I miss your fats!(x I miss the conversations we had during class. Very interesting ones. haha! I love you, Matthew. & thank you for being there for me throughout the years. Kuah Wei Ju, you are the racist one! Hmph! I am always insulted & teased by you! hahaha! I remembered you pulling my leg when I was sitting on the floor & you were dragging me across the class. Disturbing can? hahahah! && you put the fire extinguisher in my bag! HAHAHAHA! CLASSIC sia! Early morning seh, gimme that kind of surprise. hahah! Thank you for the food supply in class. I love you, Wedge. & I miss being teased & insulted by you. Really, I do): Goh Wei Ern, you are definitely not forgotten by me. Thank you for the bittersweet memories we had. The picture I snapped at the very moment which was a huge deal to me will be in my treasure chest. It was pure luck that I managed to capture it. I took a long time to get over you & that's how much impact you have made on me. You're a great man & a great friend too. Thank you for being there for me throughout the camps we had. I love you, bighead!
& there's alot more people out there who has touched my life in one way or another. I love you, guys. I mean it.
Never been this scared. Never been so alone. Never been without you.
What I need now, is someone like you. I cant believe I didnt look you up, even before I knew, how you were waiting for me. I know now.
& now, desperate Im calling out your name. Can you hear me? Im falling, I cant feel ur flame. It's so cold, & I wanna go home. I wanna feel your arms around me. Can you hear me? Save me. Saving the best for the last. This is for my baby. A special one for him. Johan Neil Bin Burhanuddin, You waited for me for the longest time ever. I hurt you consistently, however, you've never gave up on me. You tried your best to win my heart, & yes you've succeeded. Forget about the old crushes I had. Dont need to feel threatened cuz you're the only one in my heart now.Im thinking of you every day&night. I've grown closer to you. You've became the air that I breathe. I still love you despite your flaws. I love you even more for your sweetness & your sincerity. I am grateful to have met you & to take you into my life. I can say that I am the luckiest girl. It's just so hard to find a guy like you. Eventhough we cant meet often like we used to, my love for you is still here, dont you worry. It wont be the same like the past we had. & yes, your absence makes me grow fonder of you. Im getting the concept now. I miss you, Dear. I miss your touch, your humongous hands in mine, your warmth, your laughter, your eyes, your gaze, your lame jokes.
If we ever do get seperated one way or another, by death, by disagreements between families, by distance, by anything for that matter, just know that you are the best thing that happened to me. Thank you for everything. I hope this lasts a lifetime. I really do. I love you.
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