Speechless.
WOW.
Didnt know I've hurt people around me so badly.
I dont know what to say.
Im just damn sad right now.

I guess you've blocked me out completely,
I guess it's over.
If that's what makes you happy then I cant do anything about it.
Just dont assume that I dont care for you,
cuz I do.
I dont show it for these past months,
maybe cuz we're all caught up in our own worlds.
wow.
Our OWN worlds.
It has always been ONE world which we share together,
but how changes & seperation affected all that we had together.
Im sorry for my wrong-doings,
for all the mistakes I've done,
for ever hurting you,
for not keeping my promises,
for everything which seperates us apart.
Just know that I still love you,
& I always will.
& I miss you.
A FCUKING HELL LOT.
This is no bullshit.
Cut my heart open if you dont believe me,
check my heartbeat.
With God's help,
with my prayers,
I hope you will take me back into your heart.
Yes, you are appreciated.
Yes, you are loved.
Yes, you are not forgotton.
Not now,
not ever.
I am truly sorry.
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