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Have anyone told you that they'll trade their lives for yours if anything bad ever happens to you?
Never in my life has anyone said that to me. Until now..

You'll only read it in romantic novels about these kind of scenerios. & you'll never expect them to happen. Esp to you.
Have anyone taken your breath away? By the words that they say? & the best part is knowing that they actually meant every word?
But what if everything's broken apart? Will they still stick to what they'd say? Is your existance in this world be important to them still?

This is what Im scared to death of. The fact that everything & everyone can be gone in a blink of an eye, the fact that these words will just die off together with the one you loved with all your heart, seperations, arguements, fights, wars, hatred, absence, sadness & just having someone fade from your life just like that.
Im scared of losing.

I'll keep telling myself to be strong.
I need to be strong.


Thank you for everything.
I love you so much(":

& that says it all.