Maybe if my heart's stops beating, it won't hurt this much.

Beseech

Don't judge me.

I'm touchy, so be nice.

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Back on track.

Okay, been MIA for pass 2 days? haha. Too tired to go online. Hehs.
Friday;

Went to KR teacher's day celebration which is just a total waste of my freakin time. UGH. The performances sucks & we ex-KentRidgeans cant go anywhere else but to stay in the gallery. What kinda rule is that? Sheeshhh. & I tell you, it's like a prison watching these kids perform. But the most CLASSIC is the one that Shafiq,Beel & I laughed at. Damn funny can? OMG. So yeah, Kris came & we were like BFF. haha! Miss her la. Haikel came at ard 12.40 too. Chilled at the canteen, a particular spot where we studied for our Os. Sighhs. Priceless memories. Yupp, then went to market to meet up with Baby,Ron&Izie since we've got plans. Watched 4bia. Yes, that scariest movie of all time. Like I told you I was closing my eyes & ears the whole time. haha. Even a big guy like my boyfriend was like screaming. HAHA. The theater was just full of screams. Goshh. Went home after buying food for mom.

Saturday;

Went for Baby's grandparents chalet at Sentosa. The day didnt go as we planned. But his grandparents are nice. & now i know what it means by 'grandfather's stories'. haha! no offence. His grandma so fit can? Even if she's like 60plus? Something like Peck Joon ar. yupyup. Anw, just when we wanted to have a stroll but it started to pour after we walked like less then 5-6 metres? There was shelter, thank God. When the rain subsided, we went back to the chalet. haha! oh well. Sat there in my lost little world. Didnt really know what to do. Listen to them talk but most of the time I was staring into blank spaces. His mom called me a dreamer. Which is true. & Grandpa thinks that its not wrong. haha! & yes, I'll keep on dreaming(: Went off from there ard 6.30? Both of us felt so....i cant think of the word right now, haha. Baby suggested that I tag him along to his class since he'll only be there for 5mins. So yeah, I did. I was so bothered for the whole day even before the chalet. I didnt know why. I felt damn restless.

My favourite part of the day was from the moment we made our way to Clem to his class. He kept a smile on my face all the way from Clem to West Coast, when he went home & changed since he felt so dry & dirty from the BBQ, to sending me home. He is the cutest, maybe not in your eyes but he is in mine(: So the day didnt end that badly.

Sunday[today];

Breakfast at Macs with Baby. & spent quite some time with him today.

1 month, Baby. Only 5 Mondays. We can get through it(:

Thank you for the moments that you've spent with me for these past 3 days. Had a very bad start when we met. [& there goes that 'three cheers for five years' song again.] It really hurts when we have to fight over these things. I just dont want us to part because of the same freakin reason again. 4 times is more than enough, dont you think? Im glad we made up in the end. Why do we always talk things out in buses? haha! & its not your fault that the day didnt went so well for us. It ended perfectly. & again, you made me fall deeper for you.

I'll miss listening to your heart beats,

I'll miss being in your arms,

I'll miss you making a fool out of yourself.

Let's not break any rules. & be good Muslim people for this coming month.

If we are fated to be together, then nothing will seperate us. Not even a month.

I love you.