Tranquility.
First day of Ramadhan & I didnt miss a prayer. Im proud of myself(: hehe.
My aim for this year's fasting month is to cleanse every part of my mind,body & soul from all the bad things that I've done from the day I was born. Yes, I want to be the good Sof again but it seemed that Im drawn to the wrong route over&over again. I hate it.
I really hope I will change for the better after this holy month. & I know, this process is not that easy. I got to be strong. With God's will, I can accomplish this.
After this month, I want to feel that I deserve to have a good Hari Raya. With lots of MONEY!(x haha. & yes, another reward is that I get to see Baby again. But his Os will be nearer, so cant really disturb him just yet. After 11/11 [what's with the date??], Baby will be freeeee~ & we'll have so much time together(: Patient is the key to everything.

Sighhs, I seriously need a job. I cant live like this, having nothing to do at home. Ughh. I NEED A JOB BADLY.
& I also want to spend as much time as I can with my oh-so beloved BFFs. By now, you guys know who they are. haha. But they seem so busy..sighhs. Oh well. You cant have everything your way.


& she wants to feel the tranquility in her soul.