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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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Secrets.
Watched movie with Baby today.& having him by my side is like my kind of Heaven. Singing out loud & dancing in public while listening to songs over earphones/headphones, dining in with him in the Nasi Ayam Penyet restaurant, & watching him sweat over good food just like when he sweats when he's holding my hand in his, watching him hicupping when he had that spicy sambal belacan which causes me to giggle, him drawing me in closer to him with his strong arms protecting me, him kissing my forehead & hand, & him knowing the times whenever Im bothered or deep in thought. BABY, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, PLEASE DO NOT GO ON ANY FURTHER. IT WILL JUST RUIN YOUR DAY. TWILIGHT & PETER PAN REVIEWS. After the movie, I was still in a trance, thinking of how sweet the romance is between the vampire & the human. Love doesnt take into consideration on what kind of species you are, in the story that is. HAHA. In real life, it doesnt matter your size, age[depends on the age gap], race, color, hair..whatever the differences are. Love is blind apparently. But there is always something trying to tear this love apart. & the question of whether it will break apart, it depends on how strong this love is. But sometimes, the strongest will of love is setting your significant other free. From the movie, the vampire had the will to stop himself from sucking too much of the human's blood. The human blood is his A-list drug but with the strength of his love for the human, he stopped himself. As for Peter Pan, it's about young love. You are never too young to fall in love. The part after Wendy gave Peter a kiss on his lips, when Peter brightens up & shot into the air..I wish I have that kinda impact on my significant other. To have such meaning behind my kisses which give life to him & to see him brightening up further brings such a rush of happiness & joy in myself. I love romantic fantasy movies, & it always gets me wishing to be in one. But the world is a cruel place, which I realized quite sometime ago. What Im going through really is just full of challenges & complications. My mind is a scary place to be. So vampires who read minds, beware. haha, wth. Honestly, I dont feel any happiness in me right now. Im just so lost, broken & confused. Baby, I know you can feel that something's bothering me. & yes, there is. I dont want to say anything cuz Im afraid of screwing things up for both of us. I dont want to lose you, but for the past few days...it feels that I have lost you. Im suffering inside. I am. I just cant bear to tell you this. I have been thinking a hell lot of hellish thoughts, you have no idea. That incident that you told me never happened, well, it keeps running through my head. I cant stop it, Baby. I just cant. It will affect our future, one way or another. & also, by the way you're treating me now..I think I have lost it all. That's why Im confused by your meaning of 'ending the day with something good'. You should change your perspective of things. You're worth every heart beat & I do not want to let you go, ever. But...can we think of how things will turn out for real? |