|
so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
|
|
|
Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
ShoutMix chat widget affiliates
IZYAN
HANISAH
KAK ILLY
SYUHADAH
JOHAN
NABEEL
HERLEEN
KELLY
SHIYUN
JIA
HUI
CHLOE
MR
PERRY LAI
WEI
JU
HAIKEL
SYAFIQAH
KRISTA
NAB
ILLAGORDON NALYSSA archives
credits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon. |
Triple Trouble.
So today was a triple date day for Hanie, Kris & I. But before meeting up with them & their significant others at 12.30pm, I accompanied Baby to get his injection that is required for his job.First we planned to meet up at 10.30am. & so I called him at 10.15am to check if he's still sleeping since he didnt reply my free online msges. HAHA. & yes, my poor-too-hardworking-boyfren-who-is-too-stubborn-to-listen-to-me is still snoring away. HAHA. But I cant deny that he sounds cute in his just-woken-up way of talking. HAHA. Like Minds ppl. hehehe(x I love you Baby! xP Decided quite awhile ago before calling him that I should just make my way to West coast if he wasnt up yet, & so I did. Bussed there & damn I missed that long-emo ride! The wheater today was brilliantly windy! Clear blue sky, sun is out & the wind complements the heat. SHIOK SIA! So anw, I did alot of thinking in the bus. Its been long since I've had an alone time during a bus ride. My mom words were ringing in my head. She is such a skeptic about love. I dont blame her since after what she has been through. But she's kinda passing it on to me too. Its like Im starting to think like her. Its so hard having a boyfriend, seriously. There's 3 issues you have to think about; religion, mom & possible outcomes. There are moments when I just wished that Im single until I reach the age when I decide to settle down, so as to not commit any sins, mom wont have to NAGNAGNAG & I dont have to worry so much on the devillish thoughts or sluts stealing my boyfren or vice versa. Im just tired of having to balance things out, trying to do things the right way. The only thing I want is to just GET MARRIED & LIVE TOGETHER WITH MY SIGNIFICANT ONE. So as to not worry about whatever rules Im gonna cross, Mom wont have to NAGNAGNAG since I get to see him each & every day && about the cheating part...im not too sure. SEE?! SEE?! My mind is narrowed by my mom! OMGGGG. I think Baby is getting sick & tired of me saying about the bad 'what if(s)'. He had to repeat his words OVER & OVER again. & he gets angry & frustrated when I go paranoia about it. Sighhs... Seeing those birds fly from the window pane of the bus was just peaceful. I really wanted to be a bird at that moment. I just wanna fly freely without a care about the world. Imagining me & my group of friends, flying wherever we want to...there's no need for money...just food of course. Yeahh..isnt that blissful? Oh well, Im still human anw. So reached WC & we trained to Orchard. The wait for injection was long laaaa. I was afraid of being late for the movie. So at around 12.20-12.30pm, Baby got his jab & we bussed to The Cathy. Yup. We were the first to reach. q-_-p so much for being afraid. HAHA. Hanie&Izwan actually ran la! HAHA. So Kris&Farhan were the LATEST ones, so we bought the tix for them first. & then found out that they are at Cathy Cineleisure Orchard! SMART ASS. HAHA. So we went in for the movie first. After like10 to 15 mins of the movie, they came in. WOOHOO! Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging ROCKS! I love the movie! Its like the same as Juno. Still have Twilight, Yesman, Bedtime Stories to watch. Hope to watch Twilight with Izie(: Double! hehe. After the movie, all the 6 hungry souls went to Mac & had their lunch. LIKE FINALLY. Ate, talked, laughed just like old times(: Kris had to go off first after that & Hanie,Iz,Baby&I went to the park & walk around. Baby&I ended up with a tiff again. & that was the 2nd or 3rd one for the day. UGH. Whatever we do or say, However different we may think things through, I still love you. No matter what I thought of you, the things you said that hurt me, I just cant seem to hate you. Not that I want to la. HAHA. But seriously Baby, you drive me crazy. From being loved, to pissed, to hurt, to sad, to melt mode..WTH ARE YOU DOING TO ME? HAHA. You are still my knight in shining armor, you are still my oh-so-hot-over-sensetive-giNORMOUS-strong boyfriend. Im a sucker for you too now, apparently(: I love you, Baby. |