I wish Im in a coma.
Stressed out,
cant stop tears from flowing.
After what was said,
thoughts which were so strong ran through dead brain cells,
she didnt need to hear that..
Maybe it is true,
but coming from her other half broke her heart.
Clueless on what to do now,
so many things are in mind,
& tears just kept on flowing..

How she wishes that she is in Reuben's shoes,
admitted to the hospital,
having so many people around,
or the best way is,
to just be in a coma.
Sleep & never wake up.

She really doesnt know,
what to say or feel.
There is just a question on her mind,
Is she hurting him more than loving him?


I'm sorry, I just need sometime alone for now..

Oh God, let me fall sick.
I just wanna take in meds, curl up in bed & just be in a very long sleep.
I dont want to wake up,
cuz it seems that Im a burden to the ppl I love..
Take me away, God...