Is it true? cuz I saw something disturbing.
I think I cant change the way I am. The paranoid part of me, I cant seem to change it. I hate having these thoughts of bad things that'll happen. For example is it true or is he/she lying to me? It cant be since its too impossible somehow..

I AM REALLY HATING THIS.
UGH.

Skool sucks like as usual. I think it sucks more now.
I NEED TO START STUDYING!!!
damn it, sof! Get your ass going!

Cracking my brain on what to get them for those big days.
I reallyreallyreally hope that I'll be able to get GRRRREAT stuffs for them.
I dont want to suck a being their close friend by not giving them anything special.
CRACK CRACK CRACKKK.

Im just bored now.
My heart's jumping around in uneasiness & worry-nes now.
[I seriously need Peck Joon. My english is becoming HORRIFYINGLY HORRIFIC.]
I'll try distracting myself,
even when I know it wont work.
Hmmm...maybe I shld read a book.

OKAY DOKES.

[PS: I SAID HANDS-OFF.]
im having a badbad feeling now.
OKAY SOF, SNAP OUT OF IT.