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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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One word: blissful.
Our story:& after all we've been through, after what we have lost, given up, sacrificed, & get into heaps of trouble for, it was all worth it. I can still remember those words you said, "You are worth hanging on to, Im glad I've waited for you.." Tears stug my eyes, with immediate effect. Even after how I've treated you, those years of being a clueless bitch, you still hanged on by my side. One in a million, you are. Many days which were spent with you, they were equally the best. Fights, arguements, misunderstandings, they were just stepping stones for us. Only made us stronger than ever. After the fifth, it just went uphill from there. We were much more entwined than ever. & at every 25th, we celebrate that special day. Five, thats the number which brought us closer; our angel. Baby, I wouldnt change a thing about you, you are special enough. I hope this will never end, a journey hand-in-hand, with you. On the 25th March 2009, it marks our 1 year anniversary. It was really unbelieveable that we have made it through. From being on a rocky road of relationships together, we have finally surfaced from it. Im really thankful(': So now, Im gna talk abt how the day went. The morning didnt start that well. Baby quarrelled with his mom back home. So he wasnt really in the best of mood. Anw, we came up with a new plan & its to spend time with his sis, Nalyssa(: Wanted to surprise her at her school, but by the time we reached she was alr at home q-_-p HAHA! So met her at the market bustop instead. We went to WCP Mac to have our lunch. So spent quite sometime there, chatting & laughing & entertaining that 10 year old. HAHA! But hey, she's quite a funny girl. Learnt from his brother, duh. HAHA! Watching them together really made me wish for an elder brother. How Baby irritate his sis is just so adorably-sweet. HAHA. ohoh, btw! Leen came to WCP Mac with her bro & mom too! HAHA! So damn happy to see her again please??? She's so pretty(: hehe. Missing her..sighhs. & also the rest of LIARSH. Oh well. It was never meant to be, I guess. So anw, went of at 3 & sent Nal home. Baby&I went off from there. We bussed home to chg to our proper clothes for the evening. Then, trained to town. He was telling me about the restaurant that he booked. I asked him where we were going to have our dinner at. He figured that I wanted Carousel. HAHA, smart ass. Unfortunately, he told me that it was fully booked but he did booked at another restaurant. So yeah, I was a lill dissappointed but hey, its okay. HAHA. So I started to dig out from him where we were heading to. He just said that it was at town area, he didnt want to tell me what it is. We had sometime to kill before our dinner at 6.30pm. We window-shopped, & he took me to the bustop so we could bussed to the place. He was like,'There's 190 at this bustop rite?' I didnt quite know what he was up to. So yeah, we were at the bustop, waited for like a minute there when he pulled me to the building behind us. & that was when I know he tricked me!! Or more like surprised me. IDIOT. He always has his way of surprising me. HAHAHA. We were gonna have dinner at Carousel!! Im was jumping up & down, saying,'I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!' HAHAHA. Retarded. Reported to the waitress with the name list of guests, & Baby's name was the first one, Mr. Johan. HAHA! We were sent to our seats & we settled down. I took in the whole surrounding in awe. I was still in shock that we were actually there. Goshhh, it was magical. After awhile, we got up & walked around, took our food bit by bit. The whole experienece was just priceless. The atmosphere was great & the company was better(: Ohoh! & the waitress who attended to us was Sofya too! HAHA! how cool is that? But im not sure how it's spelt. hehe. During that 2hours plus that we spent there, I knocked Baby's glass of water & thank God he wasnt drenched by it. It was embarrassing la. I wanted to go home right then, but Baby was being so sweet. He reassured me that it was okay & he was smiling taking my hand in his. Sighs..Im really lucky to have him(': & after stuffing ourselves up, we started to have this conversation of those old memories we shared. & I got to know some things that I didnt. It was full of emotions having that convo with Baby. We took each other through the journey we had been in together for almost 3 years now.. Magical. After dinner, we went to Clark Quay & just spent a quiet time together by the river. Last time to camwhored for the day, talked, laughed & then cabbed home. HAHA. Baby cheated the cab driver off the fare since Citycabs always take their passengers by the longest way ever. HAHA! Baby sent me up & took his bag, & the blissful day ended there.. Even if we arent meant to be together forever, I just have to say that Im grateful for having to spend these wonderful moments with him. I am thankful that God has let me share a part of my life with such a great human. I can only keep praying that he will be my fate, my future husband, the father to our children, my true love. Thank you Baby, I love you & always will(': Wall models;   Our outfits match(x   Carousel dinner; .jpg)     Clark Quay;       & I hope there will be many more to come. Insyaallah. |