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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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tired & demoralized.
Ive been working on Sunday & yest. Damn tired please. UGH.It was so busy for that 2 days but thank God it rained in the late afternoon. Syukur. I think I still didnt get enough rest. Still yawning away. Sighhs..&& my body's aching. Mommy's working so there's no one to massage for me. I feel like going for a full body massage therapy just to pamper myself. If only Im rich.. Anw, Baby got his braces off yesterday. He looks different. It looked like fake teeth at first since its so perfect & straight & white. But then, after staring at him for quite awhile, he actually looks damn good. & yeah, these thoughts keep coming. I feel inferior now since I kept on thinking what will happen now that he has yet made another transformation from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan. Honestly, the future freaks me out. Now that my boyfriend's looking like an american hot dude with that perfect smile, his built, his eyes, his character.. I GOTTA DO SOMETHING ABT MYSELF. I need to lose weight since Alan & Chris said that Im fat. UGH. && my mom keeps nagging at me about washing my face every night before bed, which I am so lazy to do. Soooo, I need to exercise & maintain my facial routine. FCUK, who am I kidding? Im such a lazy human. Nth has really inspired me to even exercise. Even the simplest workout I have to think infinite times before I actually get my ass going.q-_-p ugh. When I see these girls so sporty & all with their firm legs & arms & that nicely shaped body, I get jealous & started to wish I was like them. When I see these tall girls at my workplace with their tight, sexy in a sophisticated way uniforms, I REALLY wish Im like them. Im getting demoralized by my own self. :S Shit. Now I know how Kelly feels. Sighhs..see la, Kelly. You've passed ur virus to me. haha! I think I shld stop thinking this way. I shld be happy with who I am, right? & be thankful that God has made me into a functional human with no disabilities. YUP! I shld be thankful. All I need to do is made the best out of what He has given me(: Someone get my ass off the couch please? |