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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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this belief.
It seems that the belief of laughing unusually alot will cause you to cry sooner or later is so true.I had a heap of laughters on Friday after my shift has ended. It was during the briefing done by the Ops team that started my engine. These Ops are a bunch of hilarious people & Im loving them. haha! Especially that JC. Gosh, he is like 'Wei ern meets Yong Hwee'. REALLYREALLY. No joke. hahaha! He got this pervertic acts & the way he talks is like Yong Hwee. HAHA! Quite a number of MSC people reminds me of my Secondary school friends. How I wish they're here with me.. Anyway, when I came back from lunch with Jiahui, laughter starts to trigger again with Kelly there. Kelly from MD. haha! Btw, KELLY TANG WEITING, I MISS YOU!!!): sighhs...My class are all seperated for the whole sem. UGHHH. Missing those slacky days and those humans.. Okay, side tracking. Im starting to feel belonged to this MSC team. It doesnt suck that much now that we are opened to each other now. Made quite alot of friends. haha! If it wasnt for them, I would be rotting & dreading school for the rest of the 2months in MSC. Thank you God for letting these crazy people be in my batch. Fion, my new friend in Fusion, who reminds me of my primary school friend [they look alike, I swear!], was laughing away too. That was the first time I saw her giggling, showing her teeth & making those 'HAHAHA' sounds. hahaha! I think it's because that it was Friday which caused us to lose our minds. It is really stressful to be managing the store & plus there's conflicts going on in Fusion.q-_-p UGH. I think the most problematic store is Fusion. Tender doesnt tally, forgot to ask for receipt when exchanging, surplus in cash drawer, fcuked up by supervisors, verbal fights between team mates...WOW! What 4days of experience could do to us! Anyway, Im happy with my Fusion mates. Only the 3 of us to be exact. I feel that we can communicate & work together very well(: I wonder what's in store for us from 2mr onwards.. FRIDAY HOLIDAY!! YESSAHHHH~! hehe. 39days to end of shift attachment. Highlight of MSC, expanded my social circle(: So, about the belief. I knew very well that Im gonna cry after that crazy day at school. The next morning, which was yesterday (saturday), I realized that I didnt shed a tear. Which was wierd but I let it go. Baby came over. We were gonna go out since it was our 13th month. Had a tiff with him and it was only 9.30am. Gosh, what a start. I got ready & we went off to Cathy. It was just different, that day out with him. Sighhs.. After movie, went Far East to exchage my jeans but it was more than 3 days, so couldnt. FUCK, shld have just went after school that Friday. Stupid. Then checked out the shoes & no stocks were coming for the pink one. Walked around & windowed. Baby&I werent in good terms still. Got tired & bussed to Clark Quay for Homeclub flea. Spposed to meet up with Kel & Hanie. But Kel's mom picking him up & Hanie was still in town. So that was cancelled. Bought a dress & a cardigan. The flea wasnt really good. Mt Sophia's was the best so far. It's more spacious and more nice things over there. So yeah, after flea walked around Clark Quay's mall. Baby & I talked things out & finally things were much better. But we still had small tiffs along the way. Our 13th was the worst anniversary outing we've ever had. A bucketful of tears were shed, from one problem to another. Words were just so hurtful at those moments. It didnt end at any point in time throughout the day. One word to discribe yesterday, 25th April 2009; SUCKS. Nonetheless, we have learnt our lesson. At least I did. I learnt to understand him better & be more attentive to the littlest things that he does for me. I hope that the suckiest day will be a turning point for the both of us, in a good way. Insyaallah. Baby, Im sorry if I overreacted at some things. I'll try my best to suppost you in one way or another. Baby, I'll changed for the better. & I hope you do too, for me. Cause I really need you to. Whatever the circumstances Baby, I still love you very much..         & I hope nothing changes. |