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so sleep alone tonight
She wants to be happy.
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Beseech
Don't judge me.
I'm touchy, so be nice.
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love makes a poet out of everyone.
Basically, Ive spent my weekends with people that I love(: Saturday went flea with Kel && HANISAH! Omg la! Its been 4months since Ive last seen her. Gosh. Its REALLY GOOOOOOOD to see her again. Im thankful(: So we went to Homeclub for flea & then we just walked around after. We did camwhored but Mr Haikel needed his cam the next day. So it seems that we wont get our pictures any time soon, or maybe NEVER. Haha! nvm la. Memories are more precious(: & I love them. My Sunday was the best. Ive got to spend time with Baby. Its been like forever since we've got time to be spending the whole day with just the 2 of us. We stayed home, watched movies..& thats when mom called from work. She asked me to buy her food, all the way at Arab St. Since it was Mother's Day, I dragged myself together with Baby & bought her fave Nasi Briyani. Took an hour & then we were back home. We cooked pasta, teled & just be in each other's arms the whole morning & afternoon. We actually planned to go to 'THE BRIDGE' in the late afternoon. It was cloudy in the morning but then it got so hot when it was actually time that we were sppose to be heading out. q-_-p oh well. So we ended up playing games. HAHA. First we played CS, which he kicked my ass in. He damn idiot, keep surprising me & killing me out of nowhere. ASS. HAHA. Then we changed to L4D. I was watching the intro to the game & Baby was helping to modify some things in my lappie. The door was opened, & out of the blue, a lady came infront of the house gate. She really looked damn scary, I always see her around. She was telling us about not being able to open her door so she needed our help. Baby & I was looking at one another, with the screaming & groaning of zombies in the background. She looks like the witch in L4D. No joke. She was talking & there was bubbles forming in her mouth. YUCK. She takes drugs, btw. Baby finally talked to her & we went down to her hse at the 6th. I was watching her every move. When we were at the front, Baby opened the door after one or two jerk. Then she was thanking him, tapping him at the shoulder. I was watching her & she caught my eyes, & thanked me too. I didnt think that an old lady, drug-abused, still has raging hormones. Whatever it is, Im kinda scared to be going around my house area alone. Theres so many wierd people around. I miss my Teck Whye house..sighs, everything's can be gone with a blink of an eye. When mom reached home, we ate pasta again while mom ate her briyani. She couldnt stop talking. haha! Stressed woman at work, so gta understand her situation & just nod at everything she said. HAHA. Baby & I went to Bugis Coffee Bean at ard 6. Mom didnt allow me to go out, but I being stubborn that I am still refuse to listen to her. hehs. She gave in, in the end. So Baby & I trained to Bugis & we watched American Pie on his lappie. HAHA. He got the whole freakin series of it la. While watching, Ron called me, suddenly. I was like kinda puzzled & shocked. I answered & at the same time I saw him right across me, outside of Coffee Bean, waving. HAHA! Make me panic only. So we waved to him & Mus as they went off with their friends. Baby & I continued watching till 8pm & went off to bus home. After that day, Im emotionally attached to this human. My love for him has grown & I kept thinking of the littlest things that he does. From the way he smiles, the way he irritates me, of how he doesnt get mad after how hard I bite him, of him not laughing at me but instead help me up when I literally fall..he really is one hell of a guy. I just have to keep praying for him to be my fate. Only God knows how I will be when my vision crash before my eyes.. But I have to accept whatever comes. I have to. As you know, love cant be balanced between 2 souls. & when you feel in such a way that I am, Ive realized that; My greatest fear is loving a significant other more than he loves me.. |