what now?
"Im sorry.."
Funny how these 2 words can either make you or break you.

What do you do when everything falls apart? After all those days, months, years something terrible finally hit you. & the only one who's in deep shit is you & not anyone else.
They've got nothing to lose.
You're thankful that it finally came to a crash into reality. However, you feel that you have nowhere to go to. No shoulder to lean on to. Nobody that would understand you without being judged.
Where should you go then?
What should you do?
Life goes on, yes. But what if you have to lie to live?
What then?

All you could do is just say those 2 words..
But hell no, it wont bring back what was lost.

& with that 2 words,
you broke my heart into a million pieces.


Only God can help me now..