When I caught myself.

" Because I'll never let this go,

But I can't find the words to tell you.

I don't want to be alone.. "

-Paramore


From one problem to another.. I'm really feeling the fatigueness of having to live.

Why can't she just accept it? I know she's trying to protect me but I made my choice. I just can't let go. I love him. Even if it does end, I am prepared for it. Really. This incident just made me stronger.
Silent treatment is really a killer. Especially when it comes from your own mother.
I feel really broken and lost now. I thought it was all over but nooooooo. Sighs.. I just gotta be strong.
You can do it, Sof.

School's awesome. It made me dread weekends. I think I gotta find some activity to keep myself busy. Thinking of joining aerobics. ANYONE? haha!

My friends make me forget everything bad that's happening, & i'm really glad. At least not everything in my life is getting from bad to worse. & thank you God for that(:

I can't wait for KL trip. 28th Sept, please come quickly! I need an escape from this world that I'm living in. QUICKQUICKQUICKKKK!


(PS: Blogger's being nice to me in school but not at home. UGH.)